Friday, June 30, 2006
updating
well. it's been a long time since i updated my blog. i'm doing fine. accept that i ain't able to get into the school i wanted to. but fret not. i've decided to go to SIM. so yea. i've got a school to go to. hopefully they'll accept me. if not i'm dead and schooless. have been working alot. physically straining. tiring.
in a few weeks time and i'll be going to taiwan emerge. can't wait. kinda excited about it too. it'll be from 12th July to 17th July. gonna buy lotsa stuff home from dfs. haha. mainly perfumes ba.
for those in strikeforce and wondering where i am and stuff. i'm taking a break from strikeforce to concentrate on certain things first. i'll be back after a few weeks time. miss you guys. can't wait to see you all again :]
in a relationship. issit really that hard to trust each other. sometimes. if you know the past of the person. it's kinda hard to really forget what happen. especially when you've seen and heard it yourself. worse if you can really feel it. but well. a relationship never works without trust right? doubting and doubting. coming up with all sorts of funny reasons that he's playing around. when are this gonna stop? now?
i've waited too long to give you up
i've waited too long to let go
i love you
and i really mean it
i may seemed distance at times
but in my heart you know
i do
LyDiA[Friday, June 30, 2006]
[___nO oNe oWns U, BuT me___]]**