Monday, November 28, 2005
limit
what does it mean to understand someone?
can we ever really understand somebody?
can we ever really know?
it seems that i don't understand anybody
it seems that i don't know anybody
i wonder when will someone really understand me
not who i am
but who i really am
LyDiA[Monday, November 28, 2005]
[___nO oNe oWns U, BuT me___]]**
Friday, November 18, 2005
finally it's gonna be over
wahaha... i can't wait for 3.30pm to come... after 3.30pm... i'm officially out of that stupid school and my JC life is finished!!!! woohoo... 2 years of torture just for 2 weeks of death sentence... so idiotic.. something that determines your future... just by some stupid papers we do... does the government not know not everyone is academically incline? and that not all academically incline people can work... how dumb just to see qualification and not quality... haiz... just hope that my results can show that my choice of going to JC is not a wrong one... ahaha...
I'M STILL VERY HAPPY WITH THE FACT THAT I'M DONE!!!!
LyDiA[Friday, November 18, 2005]
[___nO oNe oWns U, BuT me___]]**
Monday, November 14, 2005
A- LEVELS
THEY SUCK THEY SUCK THEY SUCK TO THE CORE!!!!
HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT SO VERY MUCH!!!!
WHAT'S WRONG WITH CAMBRIDGE???!!!!!
OUT TO KILL US ISSIT???!!!!
WHY SET THE PAPER UNTIL SO DAMN FREAKING DIFFICULT???!!!
NOTHING BETTER TO DO BUT FAIL ME ISSIT????!!!!!
HATE YOU HATE YOU HATE YOU!!!!!!!
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i just wanna forget
i just wanna let go
i just wanna go
i just wanna not know
everything about you
LyDiA[Monday, November 14, 2005]
[___nO oNe oWns U, BuT me___]]**
Thursday, November 10, 2005
Thank God for everything
you were hit by a stone
thank God it's not a huge rock
you fell into a ditch
thank God it's not a neverending pit
you met with an accident
thank God you are still alive and kicking
you were cheated of your money
thank God it's not all your possessions
you were forsaken by your friends or families
thank God He never did
you may lose alot of things in life
but God wouldn't wanna lose you
So thank God for that too
LyDiA[Thursday, November 10, 2005]
[___nO oNe oWns U, BuT me___]]**
Saturday, November 05, 2005
fairytale
life's been boring with A-Level's round the corner. i'm not exactly feeling stress but i can't explain how i'm feeling. it felt so much like insercurity but it doesn't really make sense if i say that. i'm not attached and stuff like that. no friendship problem. but i'm feeling so troubled. don't know what's really wrong. so irritating. it's as if everyday i miss out on something really important but yet i don't know what is it. irritating isn't it. not knowing what is missing.
anyway, currently i joined this gym. actually not currently la. it's very long already. it's about a month. came to know 3 guys. one is my consultant, two are my personal trainer. i was glad i know them instead of others in the gym. so far i find them friendlier then the rest of the people. maybe it's because they are entertaining me. haha.
today at cineleisure. i saw him. haha. he's so cute. blehz. even my parents say he is. haha. so he is cute. love it when he smile. but the next time i'm gonna see him will rounghly a month later. so sad. can't get to see him. but no worries. he'll be on my mind. hopefully one day can get a picture of him. haha. alright. i think i'm going crazy.
my dad just came back from China and he bought so many things for me. i'm so happy. i got new mp4 player and a new bag and a new wallet. loving them so much. come to think of it. i'm blessed with lots of new stuffs. even my California Fitness membership is fully paid by my dad. love him so much.
life's like a fairytale
things that are unreal may seem so real
things that are real may seem so unreal
people live behind a mask
life is just a stage
an individual is just a role played
directed by God
emotions can be so well hidden
everything's kept in the dark
who knows what's going on
if you don't say
sometimes i wonder
what's real and what's not
the answer i'm looking for
never seems to talk
a person who seem so nice on the surface
may be just a hypocrite
a person who seem so harsh on the surface
may be longing for love and embrace
how do we tell them apart
it's just too hard
everything can be a fake
but yet so realistic(WTH)
tell me what and who should i believe?
LyDiA[Saturday, November 05, 2005]
[___nO oNe oWns U, BuT me___]]**
Wednesday, November 02, 2005
God sees me through Exams
[Psalms 37:5]Commit your ways to the LORD, Trust also in Him, And He shall bring it to pass.
[Proverbs 3:5-6]Trust in the LORD with all your heart, And lean not on your own understanding; In all your ways acknowledge Him, And He shall direct your paths.
[Proverbs 21:5]The plans of the dilligent lead surely to plenty, But those of everyone who is hasty surely to poverty.
[Ecc 7:8]The end of a thing is better than its beginning.
[Isaiah 41:13]For I, the LORD your God, will hold your right hand, Saying to you,'Fear not, I will help you.'
[Phil 4:6]Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God.
[Phil 4:13]I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.
LyDiA[Wednesday, November 02, 2005]
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[[*Trapped Soul*]]
Name:Chin Kegan
First Cry:23rd maY 1993
Sch00l:Kranji Secondary School
E-mail:kegan93@hotmail.com
[[*My Adores*]]
Stuffs: I lOvE BeArs
Pastimes:DaYdReAmIng
People: God!!! FaMiLy aND FrIendS!!! StRiKEfORcE!!!
[[*My Detests*]]
People: LiErS AnD BaCkStABBErs
Things: INSeCts!!!
[[*Things I Want*]]
SKIN long sleeve white top-$387
RIPCURL black long sleeve top-$69
heels from TANGS+CO-$199
GUESS belt-$99.90
ED HARDY cap-$149
LEVI'S skirt-$99.90
CONVERSE sneakers-$69
HARLEY DAVIDSON belt
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