Friday, May 05, 2006
love-bliss or miss
it's been a long time since i last updated. here's an update on what's going on. have been working almost everyday last month. gonna stop soon. getting tired. worn out soon. went plasma two days ago and drank quite a fair bit. played dice and 5-10. after which went k-box. vera is a fantastic singer. simply in love with her voice. it's WOW.
anyway. liking someone is always a chore. i dunno why. it's never successful. hate it. yet somethng i can't live without. something that i long for. no matter it's emotionally or physically. love can be a bliss. yet a murderous killer to the heart. u either survive or u die. most of the time people get hurt. somewhere in between. not to such extreme. but accumulative hurts end up leaving ugly and unwanted scars.
both parties play a part relationships. but why does people take advantage? i'm a girl. i'll never understand guys. are there anything that guys do just for fun? or just because it's a spur of the moment? or is there more to it? testing water? flirting? why are people born with such nature? do people like them know what is call hurt? i really don't understand how come their actions contradicts with the things they say. it's idiotic. maybe the girl, i , am stupid. but why can't they refrain from doing what is unneccassary and wrong? questions with no certain answers.
LyDiA[Friday, May 05, 2006]
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