Monday, April 25, 2005
a sacrifice of praise
at times when you are at your lowest
at times when you feel restless
lift up your hands
give a SACRIFICE of PRAISE to the most high God
at times when you don't feel right
at times when your pockets are real tight
lift up your hands
give a SACRIFICE of PRAISE to the most high God
at times when things don't go your ways
at times when you had your worse days
lift up your hands
give a SACRIFICE of PRAISE to the most high God
sing PRAISE to the Lord
shout hallelujah
lift up your hands
and PRAISE the Lord!!
ech0-praise
LyDiA[Monday, April 25, 2005]
[___nO oNe oWns U, BuT me___]]**
Sunday, April 24, 2005
Life's a Black Pit
life is like a black pit
no one knows what's deep down inside
we only know it is dark
pitch black
where is the light that we need?
where is the air that we seek?
the light that you will long for so much more
the air that you will hunger after
it is at the surface
waiting to be discovered
just like our life
it is filled with darkness
no light
no air
Jesus is our light
Jesus is our air
He is waiting
always waiting for you to accept Him
He is always waiting by your black pit
the pit that is so dark and not lit
reach out to Him
He will be there
ready to light up your darkness
ready to fill up your emptiness
the fire that He has placed in my life
has been shining so brightly
although sometimes it flickers a bit
it has never gone out of light
He is my hope and my strength
a pillar so strong
so ALMIGHTY
so MAJESTIC
and i'm proud to serve my God
My God is the King of Kings
the GREATEST of all
echo-tic
LyDiA[Sunday, April 24, 2005]
[___nO oNe oWns U, BuT me___]]**
Friday, April 22, 2005
LiVe ReCorDing
the live recording was great
i simply lurvee it
my voice is in there
my drum beats are in there
the whole thing is way cool
we are producing an album
that's gonna circulate around the world
and i believe it's gonna impact many many souls
ONE BEAT!! ONE SOUL!!
ONE BAND!! ONE SOUND!!
ONE BODY!! A FAMILY!!
THE MUSICIANS ARE WAY INCREDIBLE
THE SINGERS VOICES ARE MELODIOUS
STRIKEFORCE DRUM BEATS ARE IMPACTFUL
THE CONGREGATION ARE SUPERB
EVERYTHING WAS GREAT
the closing chapter of a book
be TOUCHED!!!
ehc0-c00l
LyDiA[Friday, April 22, 2005]
[___nO oNe oWns U, BuT me___]]**
Wednesday, April 13, 2005
Friendship
have anyone asked why do we have friends
even when we don't know how it'd end?
along the way we will meet with turns and bends
but for how long can you hold your hands?
in times of troubles
who do you turn to?
when your world trembles
what do you do?
God, family and friends
we do turn to all of them
but which came first
and which was the last?
in times of needs
where do you go?
when your world sinks real deep
who do you seek?
God, family and friends
we do turn to all of them
but which came first
and which was the last?
all of us will have a different answer
by using permutation
there're 6 ways you can arrange them
so, who did you turn to first? friends?
but who are your friends
how did you get to know them?
where did you all first met?
when did this friendship started?
what did you all do together?
is there such a thing as true friends?
is there such a term as forever friends?
simple
no one's perfect on earth except for One Being
and He is Jesus
He's the most perfect friend anyone could ever find
but what about on earth?
is there anyone like Him?
no
because no one is perfect
friends do betray
friends do go astray
who doesn’t
name me a dozen
for most of us
we treat friends like pie crust
a protective layer over you
just like the crust covering the blue
can't you stand beside one another?
why stand behind your friend?
always waiting to be served
can't you serve?
always waiting to be noticed
can't you notice others?
friends are an equal
whom we can easily relate to
friends are your loved ones
that you wouldn't wanna let go
they fill your temporary emptiness
keeps you from loneliness
provides you with happiness
what more do you ask for?
once a friend
deep down i know
once the anchor is up
it's a long journey to go
a journey of love, trust and endurance
forever a friend
that is why we need Jesus
He's a Perfect Friend
and He is my friend
not only yesterday
or today
but forever till my last breath
ech0-iends
LyDiA[Wednesday, April 13, 2005]
[___nO oNe oWns U, BuT me___]]**
Monday, April 11, 2005
appreciating the lost
i know of this girl
who don't really like her life
everything seems kinda screwed up for her
not only her results
but relationships too
she asked
do people need to be dead before their friends and families regret the lost?
there are times where she'll think to herself
what would it be like if she's not around
will her friends be happier?
will her families be happier?
what will happen if she meets with an accident
will anybody care?
who will be there?
what will be their last words?
will they regret anything?
will the person she loves knows that she loves him?
she don't know
and she wants to know
sometimes she feels that some things need to be lost
before you start treasuring what seems insignificant
sometimes it seems that she's causing all the troubles
not being able to have patience with her brother
not being able to relate to people better
not doing the right thing at the right time
and the list goes on
she really don't understand the reason why
why is she here if she makes people's lives miserable?
she do try to relate to people
somehow she wasn't able to
maybe she didn't try hard enough
but she's tired of trying
once when she quarrelled with her mum
she told her, given a choice
she would choose her brother over her
she's asked her to leave the house
she's asked her to jump out the window
she's said "i hate you" three times to her
yes, she remembers everything
do you know that hurts alot?
do you know how that feels?
she felt rejected
fancy that coming out from her mum's mouth
she wonder how long she's been feeling that way
she really felt like an idiot
maybe she's one
not good at anything
being able to achieve nothing
just taking up space and sucking off free oxygen
when given a task
she'd want to do it perfectly
know why
she doesn't like embarressment
yes, she doesn't like to be ambarressed
she doesn't like failures
she doesn't like anything that's against her will
she hates it
she would want everything to be perfect
so that it'd be pleasing
but it's a one man show
she can't work well with others
that's been a fact
since the day she stepped into primary school
wanna know what happen?
she never knew she's such a "wonderful" life till now
when she works in projects
classmates complaint to their teacher saying that she has:
attitude problem
arrogant
teacher's pet
fierce
selfish
and they simply told their teacher they don't like her
maybe she was one
but she never felt that way
no one has ever asked her for help
aint that ridiculous
you know how that feels?
she felt rejected
she was alone most of the time
no one to turn to when she's got problems
no one to talk to when she's down
secondary school
friends talk behind her back
her not knowing anything
got ignored and stuff
it's not as bad as before
but do you know how that feels?
she felt rejected
because of friends
she's been asked to see a psychiatrist
because of friends
her tears almost dried up
each time she loses a friend
uncontrollably, she'll break down and cry
it seems that whatever she does
whatever that she says seems wrong
so what's the point of living
when no one appreciates her existance
such thoughts never fails to haunt her
it's easy for them to fill her
but there's one thing that she lacks
the courage to die
if not
she would be dead by now
please appreaciate others when they are still alive
not at the deathbed crying and say
"i regret not treating you better, we could have been closer friends"
ech0-dead
LyDiA[Monday, April 11, 2005]
[___nO oNe oWns U, BuT me___]]**
Sunday, April 10, 2005
you got a problem with me
on the train
looking out the doorscreen
i saw nothing but darkness
nothing but shadows
my past memories suddenly flooded me
i was taken-aback
tears began to blur my vision
broke down once again
my rejections
my failures
my fears
my hates
sometimes they reminds me
of how i'm still feeling lonely
and no one sees
no one
the feeling of being left out
loneliness
the feeling of being insignificant
loneliness
emptiness fills
nothingness covers
darkness falls
i'm lost
being lonely
has always been my phobia
how idiotic can that be
i also wonder why
people whom were once close to me
now they seemed so far, out of reach
have i been chucked aside, forgotten
just like the old toys
friends have always been important to me
now
haha forget it
the ship has sunk
i realised
no one seems to understand me
people always tell me i don't take initiative
people always tell me i will never have friendships that last
people always tell me that my attitude sucks
but do you even know me
no
you don't
i don't even know myself
how would you even know me
people jugde people from what they see
people judge people from what they hear
but not everyone looks good
not everyone is good with words
i admit i'm not pretty
i admit i do have a sulky face when i don't smile
i admit i'm not really good with my words
i admit i'm not good at anything
i don't even know what i want in life
i don't even know what is my interest
i don't even know what i'm good at
i don't even know what's going on
but what's wrong with that
what's important lies in the heart
how does the heart feel
what does the heart says
but has anyone tries to hear my heartbeat
no
ech0-blem
LyDiA[Sunday, April 10, 2005]
[___nO oNe oWns U, BuT me___]]**
Friday, April 08, 2005
i will say
once day, in the mirror, you saw a reflection
you realise, it reminds, of your past depressions
of how you've been living in condemnation
a world filled with worldly temptations
no love, no nothing, just pure rejections
what can be done
what do you think
what can be done
what do i think
i will say
turn to God, recieve your salvation
leave the world of perversion
throw away your life of degradation
look towards a life beyond imagination
so what now
what do you think
so what now
what do i think
i will say
turn away from all corruptions
seek God with all your passion
take away all distractions
eyes on Jesus, no interuption
your life will go through a transformation
no more affliction
no more desolation
no more trepidation
after your redemption
move on to perfection
ehc0-tion
LyDiA[Friday, April 08, 2005]
[___nO oNe oWns U, BuT me___]]**
i dunno
my life's messed up
my day's screwed up
what's going on
i'm confuse
everything seems to swirl around me profusely
non-stop
i dunno what to do
i dunno what i should do
what's happening
i dunno
who am i
i dunno
who do i wanna be
i dunno
what do i wanna do
i dunno
i dunno
ech0-don ask
LyDiA[Friday, April 08, 2005]
[___nO oNe oWns U, BuT me___]]**
Tuesday, April 05, 2005
Even When
even when the skies turn grey
i will still seek Your Face
even when the ocean sinks
i will still seek Your Ways
even when the stars loses its glow
i will still seek my Vision
even when the sun loses its heat
i will still be Compassionate
even when the thunder roars
i will still hear my Calling
even when the lightning strikes
i will still be Strong
for i have a GREAT DESTINY to fulfill
God
Strengthen me for this day
ech0-even
LyDiA[Tuesday, April 05, 2005]
[___nO oNe oWns U, BuT me___]]**
Sunday, April 03, 2005
Jesus, You are my Everything
Jesus
You are my God
You are my Salvation
You are my Friend
Nothing can ever take Your place in my heart
i don't wanna hear from anyone
i don't wanna see anyone
i want to hear from You
i want to see the vision You have for me
You are my God
whom i will wholly seek after
Living by Your word
is what i wanna do for life
You are my Salvation
on the cross You died for me
You've given me eternal life
and my life i shall give to You
You are my Friend
never have You once forsaken me
even when i left You
You are always there waiting for my return
Jesus
all i want is You
You to be my everything
everything...
ech0-every
LyDiA[Sunday, April 03, 2005]
[___nO oNe oWns U, BuT me___]]**
Friday, April 01, 2005
What is Life without Jesus
no matter how sucky your life may seem to be
it will never be as bad as Someone
this Somone gave His life away
it's not for nothing
it's for you
for what you seem as your sucky life
He died so that you can live
appreciate your life
although sometimes things go wrong
treasure your life
although sometimes it seems worthless
think about Him who died for you
indeed He died an innocent death
He didn't have to go through it
but He chose to
so that you can live
now you know how much your life is worth?
it's worth Somebody's death
know who's that Somebody?
He is Jesus Christ
ech0-life
LyDiA[Friday, April 01, 2005]
[___nO oNe oWns U, BuT me___]]**
[[*Trapped Soul*]]
Name:Chin Kegan
First Cry:23rd maY 1993
Sch00l:Kranji Secondary School
E-mail:kegan93@hotmail.com
[[*My Adores*]]
Stuffs: I lOvE BeArs
Pastimes:DaYdReAmIng
People: God!!! FaMiLy aND FrIendS!!! StRiKEfORcE!!!
[[*My Detests*]]
People: LiErS AnD BaCkStABBErs
Things: INSeCts!!!
[[*Things I Want*]]
SKIN long sleeve white top-$387
RIPCURL black long sleeve top-$69
heels from TANGS+CO-$199
GUESS belt-$99.90
ED HARDY cap-$149
LEVI'S skirt-$99.90
CONVERSE sneakers-$69
HARLEY DAVIDSON belt
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