Tuesday, January 10, 2006
who am i
i sometimes wonder who i really am. am i really who i am when i'm around certain people? i guess not. i realise it's kinda hard to find someone who has the same interest as me. for example, i like music from celtic circle, not those heavy metal or rock songs. which is so different from my friends. i like museums and stuffs, but my friends don't. so it's kinda hard for me to enjoy what i'm doing. it's hard to find someone who'll enjoy what i like to do. i can be the most boring person. not knowing what to say when there's people around. i believe a trip can be silent for me. i'm not those kind of person who likes to start conversation and it'll end up so awkward for the both of us. blah blah blah. the least goes on on who i am and who i'm not. but still. should i stay the way i am, or continue to compromise? i dunno. my friends love steamboat, i dun. my friends love k-box, i dun. my friends love to talk, i dun. i like anime, they dun. i like science centers, they dun. i like classical music, they dun. i like things they dun and they like things i dun. haha. what should i do?
LyDiA[Tuesday, January 10, 2006]
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