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JUDGE NOT THE LORD BY FEEBLE SENSE
BUT TRUST HIM FOR HIS GRACE
BEHIND A FROWNING PROVIDENCE
HE HIDES A SMILING FACE

TO HAVE THE POWER TO FORGIVE
IS EMPIRE AND PREROGATIVE
AND 'TIS IN CROWNS A NOBLER GEM
TO GRANT A PARDON THAN CONDEMN

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Tuesday, July 12, 2005

my day today

my exams finished not too long ago. did study. but the results are still as bad. no improvement. worse even. well. my teachers told me not to be too discourage. trying not to. kinda regretted going to a JC. now i can't even go for strikeforce. and i know i'm gonna miss it so much. my friends. the drums. the trainings. the fellowship. the journey to out practice place. so many many others too. my days there have been fun. filled with people whom i'm happy with. in school i don't find such people around. in cell there are clicks on it's own. so there. well. and i'm barred from going. sobz. feeling kinda sad and stuff. but of cos i know i have to face the consequences for not doing well. but my results have been like that since last year. so. i dunno what's wrong. ever since i'm in JC. my results are just like waterfall. they just keep falling. but they are beautiful aren't they. waterfalls always have rainbows. just hope at the end of the year. after sacrificing so much. my results would be like the rainbow that shines. just like the rainbow that shines after the rain. a miracle. those who knows how my results are like will know they are really like poo. bad. really bad. looking at it just make parents faint. u know. they will go. ask u to study like asking u to go and die like that. this kinda result. where can u go later? no where actually. but i've made a choice to go la-salle. got the interest in designing. hopefully that is my calling. i still dunno yet. but everyone is telling me that my primary purpose now is to study hard and get good grades. haiz. kinda feeling so contained. so being forced. but what can i do. stupid JC. just hope this five months can just fly pass fast. really fast so that i can say bye to exams. they are just too difficult for me to handle. haha. okok. it looks as if i've just written one whole chunk of rubbish. it's after-school symptom. u just wanna let it all out. ok. i'm done. i'm gone.

LyDiA[Tuesday, July 12, 2005]

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