Saturday, March 12, 2005
feeling the presence
i don't really know the reason why
but i've been feeling rather dry
is there anything wrong with me
or is it that i ask too much
questions have been revolving around me
and they are not normal questions that people ask
it is quite scary to think on how it could destroy me
cause someone told me it's dangerous to think of it
she told me my questions asked can destroy someone
it's either me
or the person i ask
faith is so shaken that something needs to be done
why
tell me why am i feeling this way
it does not benefit me at the end of the day
no matter how expensive the price is, i'm willing to pay
but please, show me the way
i really dunno what to do
it's been bothering me ever since my last fall
i wanna get back on the line
but questions keep burning in my mind
i know not every question have an answer
and some are best to be left unknown
someone please get me out of my curiousity
before what happened to the cat happen to me
curiousty does destroys
ech0-dry
Jesus
i wanna walk with You again
right from the start
can we?
i miss the times i had with You
i miss everything that has to do with You
i miss Your presence
it seems all gone now
i want it back
right back in me
i don't want it to be just a memory
or something that's temporary
i want this journey to be permanent and meaningful
a journey that never ends
a walk that i can remember
till the end of my days
i promise i will not let go anymore
i promise i will love You even more
persuing and desiring after You,
will be now, my first rule
i want You back in my life
can we start all over again
can we
ech0-miss
LyDiA[Saturday, March 12, 2005]
[___nO oNe oWns U, BuT me___]]**