Sunday, February 13, 2005
Love?
Today i woke up late.. and in the end was late for some visiting... Then i reach my friend's place at around 12.15... and not knowing that the girl i'm visiting next is home.. i waited at her void deck of 45mins before the rest of my cell members came... haiz...sad right? second time some more.. yesterday the same thing happen... well.. but it's over now... after that we went over to my cell leader's home.. wow.. i tell you.. going there is like going shopping.. she wanted to give away her clothes.. and most are new... wow.. haha.. i took a black top and two pairs of jeans... at that time is around 4pm and i left... cos have to go down to kallang... have practice from 6 till 11pm.. very long right.. tired ar.. took cabbie back home.. the movements are still not really done yet lor.. haiz... very scared cannot complete it perfectly tml.. somemore tml have to show Bro Tan Boon the moves and everything... But until today.. most of us are still unsure and not tight.. ARGH!!! going crazy man... Midst of breaking down soon.. And Valentines' day is coming.. The stunts guys are so So sO sweet... they bought us girls Sunflowers.. wow.. Honestly.. this is the first time i recieve something on valentines day from a guy.. though it's friends.. but ya.. First time.. cool... now it's hanging by my table.. gonna make it dry... haha... hmm.. then dunno why.. my past starts to emerge.. kinda remind me of what happen last valentine.. not really nice though.. haha.. but yep.. it's over.. shouldn't be brooding over it anymore.. anyway it's like so long ago.. but i'm missing my valentine's day... haha.. really want one day to have it perfect...
Why do love exist when it brings pain
After each rejection my heart would rain
Even after struggling in vain
Nothing's gained
Is it really worth to cry
I really wonder why
I always ask God
What is called Heaven's divined
Who can i call mine
From where can i find
When will our hearts combine
Ech0-in
LyDiA[Sunday, February 13, 2005]
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