Tuesday, February 15, 2005
HAiz...
well.. dunno why... my internal nose bleed is back again.. think got not enuff sleep.. yawnz.. and ya it's 12.44am now.. just reach home not long ago from my practice... this friday and saturday got CHINGAY... Come down and support us ya? we'd love to have you there although it'd be super duper cramped and squeezy... haha...well.. till now.. the thing i feel is not perfected yet too.. argh!!! the timing is kinda rush and everything seems to be in a rush... The going up.. the exchanging of tonfas and shakers and blah blah blah... haiz... why ar... can't we just do it perfectly? and now got another thing to ponder... the glitters.. how are we gonna take it with us with all the movements and how to make it special... we're gonna like carry so many things lor... haiz... then moving from stations to stations carrying those stuff... weird... and kinda obstruct our movements.. really dunno what to do man.. left with only two more practices... very fast one lor.. although ya.. when it's over it's over.. but i wan it to be good... to be able to impact people and let them feel the difference between other performances and ours...God!!! I need IDEAS... Help me... Argh!!! i wanna believe that after all the effort, the sweat and the time put in this thing, we will be perfect and succeed... dun wan things to go wrong and stuff.. i wanna believe in that... please make it happen... please... i'm really tired already... please make it happen... hard tight perfect... things please dun go wrong...
LyDiA[Tuesday, February 15, 2005]
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